Saturday, July 23
Last blogged @ 11:08 AM HI. I've got school today, going to Yusof Ishak Sec for some events. :( Meeting Nadhirah& Umairah at 215pm later. Okay, bye~ Labels: home
Friday, July 22
Last blogged @ 9:55 PM
Monday, July 18
Last blogged @ 6:34 PM Okay hi. Nadhirah did'nt come to school today. TSK. So bored lah ass. When home alone as Elnie went home with her cousin. I want stayback after remidial ah tmr. Seriously i hate going to remidial cause i'll feel tired. -.- I owe people chocs again! Haiya.
Friday, July 15
Last blogged @ 10:21 PM Okay, HI. Hmms, alot of horrible things happen to me lately. First, I lost my phone. K i admit, it's my fault for leaving it in my bag where i SHOULD bring it along with me wherever i go. But, still. I swear the person who stole my phone, he/she is gonna hit down by a big lorry! Secondly, I've lost my bestfriend. GREAT. We're avoiding each other now. It does'nt feel right without her around me. Yeaaaah, she has new friends and ignore me. I said Hi to her, she's like..... "Ahh, hi?" Yeahh, like that kind of Hi. :( Just because I'm moody and all nowadays, you lazy to entertain me. I don't ask much from you, you know? What have i done wrong? If you're not happy with my attitudes or whatsoever, come tell me straight to my face. Yes, for sure I'll change. I mean like, i can't lose a bestfriend like you. Haiya, telling you all these won't help anyway. Because you're just busy with your netballers. I know, i'm nothing in your life anymore.
Monday, July 11
Last blogged @ 5:40 PM
Sunday, July 10
Last blogged @ 7:06 PM Okay, HI. Let's just go straight to the point. I really, really can't take it anymore. You said I've changed? Oh really, I've changed? Isit me or you that have changed? If I DID changed, you no need to put as your status lah ; "Pfft, you've changed . You left US there when you saw him . HAHA, bestie ehh -'-" What? You want to let the whole facebookers know isit? I hate it whenever your friends like me or Nadhirah did something wrong, and you will go on to fb and write something about us on your status. Seriously. Your words, arghhhhh! It's very harsh you know that?! Hey, we got feelings too you know! Spare some thoughts lah. Put yourself in our shoes, would you like it if I did that to you? No right? Even if you want to say that, you can just tell me face to face or text me. Plus, the one's who always has to give up is ME. Me me me me me me! It has been always ME. ALWAYS. Ye lah, mentang-mentang kau anak cikgu, perangai kau takya gini macam ape! Aku dah lamer nak cakap ni. And finally, I did. I don't know if you're even reading my blog anymore. But if you did, well that's good. So you know how I feel right now. I always give up because I care for our friendship. I don't want our friendship to be ruined. Really, I don't. Okay, the main point is.. I hate, okay no dislike your attitude. If you're hurt by my words, I'm sorry. I hope you'll change for the better. I hope you know who you are. Ps, thankyou Desiree for being my listening ear. And thanks for cheering me up. Appreciate it alot. :)
Friday, July 8
Last blogged @ 8:11 PM Helllo~ Haha, k sorry for not updating for a loooooooooong time. Was busy with things, school, and stuffs. This few days, I've been so emotional. Tsk, I can't really explain how I'm feeling right now. All I can say is that, I've wasted my 3 months waiting for that someone. And he came back, but then I got hurt again. Sad life, huh? :( Well, love can't be forced right? I know I can't take one more step towards you, cause all that waiting is regret. I've even wasted my tears for that someone. And I cried infront of my bestfriends. I'm not that kind of person who cries infront of friends, but I could'nt help myself. It's too hurtful. And I need to let it out. You got no idea how much I've gone through. I really got sad whenever I hear people saying/talking about him. I know I can ignore it but I choose not to. People ask me to move on, easy for them to say. But to me, it's hard! I acted like I don't care whenever I see him in school. But I do, I do care! I'm such in pain. He taught me how to love but not to stop. Know what? I think I'm gonna learn how to let go by myself. I'm lucky that I've friends like Iffa and Nadhirah etc. to support my back. :) Thankyou for supporting me all this time. I wonder if he still reads my blog now like he used to. |
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